(text-colour:orange)[INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your headphones on-- you can play outloud if you don't have headphones
2. click on highlighted words that magnetize you
2a.You do not ned to sit and listen through all of it
3. Get to know this body on the floor
4.Try to look up every once in awhile
5.If comfortable, lay on the floor with me when you are done browsing through the archive :)]
(text-colour:navy)[LOOK DON'T TOUCH:]
//a poem by Gabi using many voices with no home. //
Not allowed at home during the day time
May I get some [[cash]] please?
I was a teenager becoming an adult using
[[Subscription]]-- Prescription pills!
She would just get really belligerent and emotional
I just [[pushed her away]]
I remember seeing everything and everything just being gray
So fricken hungry
I never bought food because I was an [[alcoholic|alcoholic]]
You’re tik tok famous to homeless on the streets
Over a million people and [[not one friend|not one friend]]
[[Split]] it like we do with everything
[[Adapting]] is easy for a creature such as I
The circumstances for living are harsh,
and so are the circumstances for manual labor
but
[[Survival]] isn’t hard.
It’s only [[dangerous]] if you’re not a natural [[born killer.]]
I don’t have a phone and I don’t plan on getting one.
Are you gonna be at [[work]] today
[[“nope”.]]
I left the company and they didn’t have anyone who could handle that much work
And they shut down
I Don’t go to shelters
I follow the wind, I go against the [[wind]] actually.
It helps me [[stand up]]
I [[gave up technology]] You know why?
I take [[too many selfies]] man
[[Click click click]] all day!
SPLITTING BLACK AND WHITE
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(text-colour:grey)[(text-rotate-x:336)+(text-rotate-y:35)[''What The Fuck Is The Gray Area?????'']]
''Entertainment As Violence, Or [[Violence As Entertainment?]]''
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(text-rotate-x:336)[(text-colour:blue)["Carl, there is a dead human in our house!
Heyyyy how did he get here?
Carrrllll what did you do?
I didn't do this!
Explain what happened?
Carlllll!!!
I've never seen him before in my life!
Why did you kill this person Carl???
I do not kill people, that is my least favorite thing to do
I was sitting in my room, watching tv, and then this guy walked in so I stabbed him 37 times in the chest!
Carl! That kills people!"
]]
''ME AGAINST ME OR ME AGAINST YOU?''
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(text-colour:lime)[//"Frogs are known as environmental bellwethers, meaning their presence and health can indicate the overall health of their habitat."//]
''What Are You Doing? I love you....''
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''Adapt: "become adjusted to new conditions"''
Are these the conditions we want to adjust to?
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''NO ONE IN HEALS IN ISOLATION''
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(find the birds on screen:))
''We must forget that we are the creator, to remember once again so it can be meaningful''
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''Our hearts are the ocean''
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''Karate is how you do everything, it is how you treat people ''
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''PAYING TO BE ALIVE''
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What does it mean when there is no (text-rotate-y:53)+(text-rotate-z:3)[ROOM] for you?
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(text-colour:purple)[// How do we make room?//] for more than [[Survival|Survival]] ?
No words ....you get the feeling?
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spread
the
[[love|stand up]]
today
Labor of [[Life|Adapting]]
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''IS IT DECAY? OR A METAMORPHASIS?''
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IF I DIE YOU MUST LIVE TO TELL MY STORY
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AMAZON HEALTH
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March 20th I FOUND [[GOD AND THE DEVIL IN MY DNA]]
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THE SELF AS ME?
THE SELF AS WE....
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You're either [[crazy]] or [[Iconic]]
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Did you [[let it go|stand up]], or did it (text-rotate-x:26)+(text-rotate-y:53)[slip] out of your fingers?
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''Intuition or anxiety???''
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RE-B(EARTH)
It's all happening at the same time.
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[[How many]] rebirth days have you (text-rotate-y:53)[had]?
too many to count i'm sure....(text-colour:magenta)[(text-rotate-x:336)+(text-rotate-y:11)+(text-rotate-z:185)[''''WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???'']]
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I have a million tabs open, and my [[body is shutting down]] (none of them are loading)
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LOOKING UP [[SYMPTOMS]] ON GOOGLE IS MY NEW HOBBYEarly life lessons/feelings
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make it hard to know what is [[real|Click click click]]The internet won't save you
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But it will convince you that consuming will !
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(text-colour:orange)[(text-rotate-x:160)+(text-rotate-y:158)+(text-rotate-z:185)[*look on the floor infront of you and use it as a mirror]]
"I've begun to ask myself, how is it we fail to see nearby violence while we naively imagine distant violence"
"Tell me, who is being consumed"
"These days, If I can't find an old friend through Google I assume they are dead"
- Amber Dawn //My Art Is Killing Me And Other Poems//
AND MY BLOOD WAS [[MADE OF GOLD]]
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BUT THE MORE I POSTED TO THE VOID IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I [[SOLD MY SOUL|Click click click]]
NO ONE LOVES YOU LIKE YOUR [[OLDEST VESSEL]]
MY AWKARD [[BODY|crazy]]
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COMPARED TO THE MY MOST [[LOVING FLESH|stand up]]
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\Microdosing reality
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cause it's too painful to live here all the time....
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